Of course not, you know what I did. But he's too soft - even now, after everything. So I propositioned him until he ran away.

[he allows roman to take his hand, to make him look up at him from his bent over position (because of course kaeya chose ridiculous boots to wear to the festival which requires a lot of time to take off). he blinks, wondering if now is an inappropriate time to tell roman he's handsome.

he's never asked about the dagger. he may have commented on it, noted its beauty, but beyond that he just isn't the type to press people, much less someone he loves, for their tragic backstories. he loves roman just as he is, tragic backstory and all. after all, this man would still love him even if he were a slug. and that's a sign of a keeper if ever there was one.]