You think you're the only one that can protect him? Because if this is something bigger, Kae... you're not. Even if we're here. Is it worth it to keep pushing him away? What's it going to do but hurt you both?
[ his eyes look almost far-off, and for a moment, roman swears he doesn't see kaeya and he has to let go. this isn't about himself. it's not about him at all, but his body is shaking inside. he knows this is kaeya and only kaeya and still, he leans back where he sits and gazes downwards at his knees with a hard look. ]
Sorry. I know it's none of my business, but I can't not say anything.
[ he turns then, to look kaeya in the eye. ]
He left me, and he'll never tell me why. And I have to stare at him... day in and day out... and wonder what part of me wasn't worth keeping. What part he thought he couldn't trust. Do you get it now?
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[ roman's brows draw tightly together. ]
You think you're the only one that can protect him? Because if this is something bigger, Kae... you're not. Even if we're here. Is it worth it to keep pushing him away? What's it going to do but hurt you both?
[ his eyes look almost far-off, and for a moment, roman swears he doesn't see kaeya and he has to let go. this isn't about himself. it's not about him at all, but his body is shaking inside. he knows this is kaeya and only kaeya and still, he leans back where he sits and gazes downwards at his knees with a hard look. ]
Sorry. I know it's none of my business, but I can't not say anything.
[ he turns then, to look kaeya in the eye. ]
He left me, and he'll never tell me why. And I have to stare at him... day in and day out... and wonder what part of me wasn't worth keeping. What part he thought he couldn't trust. Do you get it now?