If you're thinking about it then... that's good enough for me. It's a start.
[ roman has his own issues, but they aren't here, so he refuses to put them at the forefront because he can truly ignore them. out of sight, out of mind. he instead presses closer and after kaeya has had a moment to breathe, he shifts to hold his face in his hands. ]
I care a lot about you, you know that, right?
[ he strokes his thumbs gently along his cheeks like he's thinking, his eyes glancing downwards. ]
You get a lot of parts of me that not a lot of people back home understand. As long as I get the job done, they usually don't really care much for the follow up. But you know what that's like. And you know how easy it is to start to shut people out because of that...
[ he pulls him down, kissing his forehead gently, slipping fingers underneath his eyepatch string and nudging it away slowly so he can kiss his eyelid. ]
I just want you to be happy, Kae... and I don't want you to have any regrets.
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[ roman has his own issues, but they aren't here, so he refuses to put them at the forefront because he can truly ignore them. out of sight, out of mind. he instead presses closer and after kaeya has had a moment to breathe, he shifts to hold his face in his hands. ]
I care a lot about you, you know that, right?
[ he strokes his thumbs gently along his cheeks like he's thinking, his eyes glancing downwards. ]
You get a lot of parts of me that not a lot of people back home understand. As long as I get the job done, they usually don't really care much for the follow up. But you know what that's like. And you know how easy it is to start to shut people out because of that...
[ he pulls him down, kissing his forehead gently, slipping fingers underneath his eyepatch string and nudging it away slowly so he can kiss his eyelid. ]
I just want you to be happy, Kae... and I don't want you to have any regrets.